Miscellaneous

So I started a new job about a week ago. It's a lot different than my old job. I used to work in an insurance agency where I dealt with claims and policies and all of that jazz. Now I'm working at the movie theater in Lima. I kind of like it. It's possibly the easiest job I've ever had. The only cons are the pay and having to deal with the general public. I never knew how arrogant and rude some people really could be. But I don't let things like that get to me which is perfect for the job. "The customer is always right" they say. I beg to differ. It just makes me wonder about the future and how it's people like this who are in charge and helping run this country. It scares me. But it also makes me feel a little bit better about the future. If people can be this stupid and make it this far in life, then I think I'll be alright. It's still kind of scary knowing that I'm an adult. I don't want to grow up and deal with all the adult things. I just want to go back to the days where I could play with my toys and the hardest decision was who to pick for my recess kickball team. Now I'm working two jobs, going to school, and am still supposed to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. It's just a lot of things I don't want to worry about. I know I'm most definitely not the only one dealing with this sort of thing and it could be a hell of a lot worse. But it's still tough. I like to live my life believing that everything will be okay in the end. I just wish I didn't have to wait til the end for it to be alright. I'm still waiting for that thing to happen that makes everything worth it. I'm caught up in the choice of just trudging through all of this and hoping it gets better or making risky decisions in the hope that something good comes from it. It's just too many decisions.